right now, i've got nth to do. so i decided to have a thought abt myself. when i looked back at myself and previous years and compared. i do think i've changed much. like obviously people would change over time? but i can't say i've become bad or good. from since year 1 when i was still hardworking and had that enthusiasm in studying till now where i'd slacked off abit. the differences in my grades from yr 1 compared to this years had been big. worsened actually. perhaps the modules are more tougher? but i think that's an excuse. if i had kept going and revise harder. perhaps that might change.

as a person, i've changed alot too. since sec sch, i was that rebellious boy who kept quarrelling with my mum. did stupid stuffs. one big and bad stuff i rmb doing, was stealing a PS2 game from a pirated gameshop. where they put the games with the cd and hang it on a rack. i stole one and was lucky i didn't get caught. and i was actually really guilty. thinking that God might punish me for doing this. so yea, i think everyone might have done sinful stuffs, but everyone would learn and change for the better. right now, i feel weird blogging all abt this. but i dun wan ppl to have a bad impression on me.

and now, i can't say i'm matured. i still do stuffs that might give my friends a bad impression. if i do, i'm sorry. tell me what i've done wrong. and i will go one corner and reflect on myself. =)

haha. my mind is thinking of alot of complicated stuffs. eversince when i was young. i would think what will happen if this happened or that happened. i would often think if a person dies, will his spirit able to roam the world freely before getting reincarnated? going to places he have nv been before. that's just one of the random thoughts i would have.

bah. alright. ending with a happier note. i can't wait for poly yr 3 to start. it will be the final year. and i can't wait to get back with my classmates. 2 more weeks. oh ya, and the chalet as well. hopefully the 1st day, the gals can come instead of the 2nd day. *cross fingers. haha

alright. cya ard then.