hello! its been a long time since i last updated abt my life. busy with attachment. all i can say is that its really tiring during this period. since the start of 12 hr shift work. then when i looked back at my performance in CPTC, i lacked that initiative and communication. some sort of like standing at the back of the crowd and listen to what the trainer says. all right, thats just me lah.

shift work wasn't really that hectic. lots of free time and slacking. just that i think that our team had bad luck with the starting up of furnace though. trip like a record 14 times? like omg. the rest of the teams had better luck with it. perhaps the furnace just dun like us. haha.

and ya, our final term examination is on 27th feb. which is also where my exam results release. i cant say how i feel. anxious? guilty? excited? i dunno. but i'm worried abt it though. when i thought of Fluid Mech A having 5 failures. which i think class 21 wont have any. thats just left my class and 23. i dun wanna like pinpoint which possible candidates who are likely failures. i do wan everyone to pass and move on to year 3. but thats just the reality plus the paper was like a disaster to be honest though. hopefully i can clear all and advance with life. god bless me.

and my fan just went crazy. when i wanted to adjust the direction of the fan, its just went off and the blades broke into pieces. luckily i wasn't hurt. some kinda bad omen i guess. cause the fan was like initially okay and tight. bah.

alright. i guessed i'd updated as much as i could though. cya around next entry.

the year of the rat has arrived. and my father's zodiac is rat too. hopefully he will have a good year. right, so CNY has come and the mood for celebration wasn't really there as we are having our attachment. therefore, not much time to prepare for the new year. missed out on bbq pork (bak gua). didn't bought it.

so yea, on wednesday. our attachment ended in a 1/2 day schedule. went back home to get some sleep b4 going off for reunion dinner at my auntie's place. greeted each other and saw lots of changes among them. either is slim down or gain weight. surprisingly there's only the same relatives here. and the rest were on overseas. the place was quiet than last year. oh ya, we also celebrated Ah Ye's birthday. (grandfather). he's 83 yrs old now and still going strong. after tossing the yusheng, we started eating the main dish. delicious home made food. especially the duck meat. though i was shy to take more. so yea, after dinner, we socialised abit and went back home.

back at home. i decided to try to stay awake till the wee hours of the morning. so called a superstition (shou ye) or whatever you call it. the longer you stay awake, the vitality of the family extends that kinda. but i couldn't endure any longer. was like wanting to close my eyes and force it to open. even football could be so much a bore to me. haha. slept at 5plus in the morning.

and today, we left for my mother's to bai nian. it was more heartwarming there. cause i'm much more closer to my mother's side. and my cousin brought his gf over too. a hong kong girl. yea, definitely pretty. haha. glad to see them so lovely tgt.

so ya, went back home. and calculated my ang paos. total i got was like $350. i decided to dump the money into my bank. prolly adding my savings inside too. cause my mother was like lecturing me that my savings are going down so fast. haha.

k la. blog till here. this post like abit moodless. cuz i'm like blogging so late right now. anyways, Happy Chinese New Year guys! =)

alright. this skin is abit gay. but at least it does change the mood here right? haha. something brighter instead of seeing that green tree again and again from my last blogskin. haha.

so yea. tommorrow will the restart of my 4 weeks in CPTC again. so not looking forward to it. just beginning to get back to holiday mood. then suddenly have to report back. darn sian to the max la. and whats worst, is that tml is PFD test. gotta like memorise the whole damn fucking diagram and draw it out on that day. i'm still wondering why we should memorise the layout. when we actually know it on site. perhaps to just make our stay in CPTC dead boring.

and today, i went to the nearby optician to make contact lens with my mum. and my eye degree actually increase? but my astigmatism decreases. weird la. haha. anyway, have to wait till next thursday to get it. because of CNY. so yeah, went to saloon and cut my hair short. pretty gay. my fringe is gone. and i dunno how to style it nicely. bahh.

as for dinner. we had steamboat. somekind of reunion dinner. as my big bro came back from shenzhen yesterday. so yeah. gathered tgt and eat. with my dog as well. wonder did he have neckaches. haha. cause he was like looking up at us for food. and i gave him a piece of abalone. NOT! haha. so yea. back here practising drawing my PFD.

and i'm still wondering. though the chance is gone. yet when i see another guy falling in love with you. i would be thinking about what i've done wrong. but i hope that guy will be that one to make you feel loved. and i dun wanna see him suffer. cause i know how he feels.

k la. no more italics le. haha. get on with life. and with World of Warcraft. For the HORDE!


woot! got a super cool blue colour shoulder guard for my warrior. HAHA!