finally i laid my hands on my keyboard and decided to blog today. and i seriously have no motivation or any idea what to blog. i think i'm having a hard time coping with school work. maybe i'm lazy, dun study/revise ahead of time. and maybe i'm plain stupid and no intelligence. and when i look back at my results, i will certainly regret for what i've done. perhaps its not too late to correct this situation.

i found myself doing stupid and violent stuffs at school. destroying the T1A sign board and hurting myself in the process. retribution? but at least i could use that pain to forget and destress temporary. i really need counselling on violence management. haha.

and soon it will be CPTC, after those 2 weeks of attachment, it will be exams. time flies really fast. din make use of the time to do meaningful things. i need motivation from somewhere.

weird stuffs happening in my class. expected i guess? wouldn't people forgive and forget as one of their virtues? if we did that, there wouldn't be embarrassing scenes nad certainly there wont be any boycotting or whatever. but in truth, not all people will do that. they will remember what the person did and influence everybody. thats why i prefer my secondary school days. there ain't any of this stuffs happening. peaceful and funny moments there.

bah. random stuffs.