gotten over and done with my 2 tests this week. hopefully i can clear them. hopefully.

been experiencing disturbing stuffs at home. arguing over needless stuffs. perhaps my fault for raising that issue. but its a bit irritating when you are being compared to someone more capable than you. while you know that you yourself wont be able to reach that high standards. sometimes when i look at my dog. i see how carefree he is, able to eat, sleep and play without any worries/stress/arguments in life. and i'm so envious of him. if you are able to understand what i'm talking about. that kind of life you wont be regretful of. live like there's another brand new day tml that sort of mindset. instead of looking back at stuffs that are already gone and there's no point or use to think about it. as if we could travel back to time and rectify the mistakes we had done. and if we could have, everyone in this world would be perfect. too perfect to be true.

i dunno why i have been thinking alot of these stuffs. perhaps too much emotions when i blog here. this is the only place where i can blog it out and feel so much better.

alright, tml's our class outing. dun really feel that excited about it. not like those chalets where we had so much fun. eating at sakae might be fulfilling. but it also burns my pocket too. hopefully we have the dinner with our complete class, it will be so much havoc in that restaurant. haha