alright, the pain has subsided. doesn't hurt that much as yesterday. and why the heck is that new birds gathering outside my house? and its making lots of noises. whats worse is that they only make noise in a certain time. roughly around 6am and 7pm they will fuck my neighbourhood upside down with their noise. sigh. how to sleep?

recently been slacking at home watching anime. monster is now getting more and more exciting as the episodes goes by. really thrilling and full of suspense. haha anime freak. "i have surpassed my limits of staying home all day, needa get out of the house right now before i turn into a yoma." =.=

yes, after reading ur post. it made me demoralised. i wonder if i should give up?