today my dad and i went to fetch our dog back home from the clinic in the morning. stepped into the clinic and went to the room where my dog is hospitalised. then i saw a cage with a towel covering it. then one of the caretaker removed the towel and i saw my dog. the caretaker said that he's really noisy. that means his condition has improved. =) but poor thing, he got a drip attached to his leg. must be painful for him when taking the needle out.

after taking the prescribed medicines for him. i carried him back to the car. and my shirt is wet with pee. din noe his bladder couldn't take it. haha. reached home and gave him something to fill his stomach. and he's damn shagged.

so well, i know he's having congestive heart failure according to what the doctor said. so theres no way in curing that. but only to control the heart by eating medicine. i'm so so sad for him, that he's experiencing this. so torturous and painful. how i wish he wouldn't have this problem. i wished that i can sacrifice another dog rather than mine. i know i'm selfish. but isn't that what everybody will think? anyway. whats done is done. now i have to take good care of him.

he's not gonna live as long as before. so everyday will be a challenge for him to get past a day after a day. with the help of those medicines, his life will be prolonged. right now, he's sleeping. i guess i wont be able to see him active and playful again. but hey, as long as he's still around, i'm happy. i wouldn't allow him to go off just like that. cause i'll be damn emo if he does. guess now my best birthday present is to have him by my side. =)

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