been thinking and reflecting hard on myself. i asked myself alot of questions. simple yet complicated. contradicting eh?

i wished i would able to go back to the past. and make things right. but i know, god gave me a set back. so i can mature from it. and be more experienced in life.

so yea. i'm happy with what i am now. having my friends around me. a good stable family. with my 2 brothers. with my dog. with my life. i'm happy with it. so what more can i ask?

i decided to give up. and stop having any thoughts about the past.